I want to be skinny ♥

It’s been a month that I logged in on my tumblr.
I just needed some space from everything. Trying
to get things straight. I worked for a couple of things.
I’ve lost weighth, I didn’t cut myself for this whole month.
I eat good, I sleep good. I excersise a lot. I have a whole
schedule for the day, so that I can get distracted from
other things. Things are going pretty good! No complains!

I wasn’t able to update for a while. I’m busy with moving, from Amsterdam to Paris. I’m going to finish my college in Paris. I’ll be at least updating once a week.

update 1;
my water and veggie diet is going great. Drinking at eating veggies is not even that bad, and I really do start to get some love for health food. I even said no to my favorite pizza when I was over at my friends house. I drink a lot of water, and tea with some sugar, so I still get some energy in my body.

I lost 5 kilograms. The scale my say that, but my body doesn’t show that. I still
have a long way to go. 


But I’m on my way to perfection. Just give me some time.

xoxo 

I’m done with the project, finally, it took all my free time. Which was good because of that I didn’t think about being hungry. I have been living on water,fruit and vegetables this past 3 weeks. I feel so good, except that I’m really tired, because I sleep like only 2 hours. 

 It’s been a couple of days again, that I blogged or Updates something on here.
I’m really busy with college, I have this month a really big project that needs to get
done so sorry for that.

I can be really happy for myself. It’s a really struggle to lose some weight for me.
I don’t now why, but I’m kinda stuck at the weight I’m now, but I did lost 6 pounds
not much but It’s a start.

I drink a lot of water, a lot of cold water.

I start my day with a glass of water, then I make some tea with sugar.

Then I eat an apple and a fruit biscuit. Then I drink the whole day water
until diner. Which is the hardest part because my father sees everything
so i try to spread the food all over the plate so it seems like I have more than
it actually is.

It did cut myself yesterday, because I felt like it. Everybody around me was acting
stupid, and I had like a emotional breakdown.  Boooh for me!   

my collar bones are showing up! First I couldn’t see them at all, and now you can see them a little! Proud of myself.